MICHAL S. :D
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ST NICHOLAS GIRLS SCHOOL
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Sunday, February 21, 20106:51 PM
Wow... It has been a week ever since I posted. Really busy. >.<> The duty thingy was fine... Welcoming people... Not so good. Collecting offering, a little better. [: Ice breaker... I went to the toilet with Griselda. HAHAHHA! XP Naughty naughty. Next week CARE GROUP! WOOHOO! :D Tomorrow got school.. YUCKS! Okayokay, lets talk about yesterday.... Yesterday, went for the SCC hockey carnival to see my seniors play. Didn't really play well though. Saw Sunny! FINALLY SAW HIM EVER SINCE JUNE 2009! Anyway, saw the rest too... Like Indra, Fauzul, Jovyn, Ad, Syaz, Bernard, Faiz, Andre & Faizal. [: Didn't really talk to them... Haishh... Blame it on my 'anti-socialness' (made up word). I really really wanna talk to them.. I wanna talk to them BADLY! No one knows that. & no one knows how fast my heart is beating whenever I am forced to talk to them... Or even have eye contact with them. I'M SO USELESS! I wish I was the me I was before... Sociable & not scared of making mistakes & embarrassing myself. ]: Why am I so self-conscious now? I hate this! HATE THIS! I just can't seem to bring myself to socialize. Hais... God!!! Help me! Maybe I can start from... School? Then to church? Then to PSGers? It would be kind of weird if I suddenly wave at some teenedge members that I don't really know but just recognise... HAIS!!! I'M SO PISS WITH MYSELF! I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO SELF-CONSCIOUS & STUFF! Anyway, gtg... Bye. <3 dumb dumb cal. |
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